Change...
With just 8 more days to go man... then i suppose i will be a free man again... or should i say the real world would be here... it could be good or bad... after being in the army for 2yrs and 2 months... it brings back lots of memories, yeah well i gonna miss the days lah... but i look forward to the oncoming days... we shant look back all the time... we could juz think back but look forward...
Change the way you think about change... Izzit a time for change? many ppl are very afraid of change, i'm included... But we have to change ourselves, in order to survive... survival of the fittest... one should try to change themselve according to the environment...
6 things I see about change,
1. Most people change juz enough to get away from their problems but not enough to solve them...
2. most people want to change their circumstances and improve their lives instad of changing themselves to improve their circumstances...
3. most people do the same thing the same way and expect different results...
4. Most people are willing to change not because they see the light, but because they feel the heat...
5. most people are unwilling to pay the immediate price of change, therefore, they do not change and pay the ultimate price...
6. most people see change as a hurtful thing that must be done, instead of a helpful thing that should be done...
Well thats what i see about change? hope u see my light and change the way u think today... =)
2nd chance...
Is there
2nd chance? In life there is
2nd chance to alot fo stuff... Its juz that we never grab hold of it and juz let it slip thru our fingers... Thats why ppl say opportunity knocks once... But this second opportunity is always around us... Perhaps we didnt realise it... So let us juz try to find them bah... =) Hope u have a good time finding it... Its part and parcel of life... =)
My path...
Oh well today left
34 days, thats so longggg... So u think its quick huh 34 days, no way man, its not so easy!!! 34 days its like haiz, i dunno how to tell u lah... Oh well lately, i'm gonna take on a journey, i would call it... I hope i have taken the right path, u might never know whats gonna happen... But i think, i'll juz go ahead with it, i've been thinking of it once in a while, but i didnt really tot of it until lately, my cousin told me abt it... So oh well now it seems like this dream of mine could juz come true... However recently, i dunno why this flame seems like dying off... so now basically i'm in a state of confusion... I"m so lost man, so so lost... Should i walk that path or dont? I'm really confused... Going to ord liao means i gotta find a job... I'm interested in looking for a decent and nice job, can give me more exp at the same time earn money... I need to pay off my instalments... yes yes i admit, i'm burnt of by my bike instalments, argh dont mentioned that again, gotta mention abt it if not ppl will always ask how come u always want money or seem to be in debt? haha oh well thats life eh, 1 wrong decision leads to more... Hence i'm keeping my bike, get the picture? haha =)Oh well 2006 seems like tough start eh? I dunno, juz feel that lah... haha yupz... but i will always brace myself for action haha... thats me always eh? brave the world... haha i hope... =)
S for Singlehood
I've found the sad truth that she is attached... Hmm oh well, now its gone, time to find another one i guess... Happy says that maybe i scared her off, yeah i guess so bah, i'm always kinda scary in this type of stuff... its rather weird lah, everytime i try to get a girl, they will get a bf suddenly or in the process of liking another guy... Hmm guess its either my prob or i'm damm suay... Oh well now i'm single again, i was anyway... =( i mean i dunno lah, i've really did my best... happy said i tried too hard, perhaps i guess... oh well CNY is here means V day is coming liao... Another year of lonely V day, that will be as old as my bday haha... 20 yrs.. Gotta make it a grand celebration for 20 yrs of singlehood haha... But i try to remain hopeful bah, i wish...
What have I done, haiz...
So SAD man... I was suppose to meet her after her work today... I didnt make it in time to catch her on the train and she went home liao... I'm such a loser... I hope she aint angry with me (though she sms me that its okie), i gotta feeling that she is angry or what... I dunno lah, maybe i'm too sensitive liao... But i'm glad that i managed to call her lately and talk to her... Now i'm feeling damm sad lah, i really dunno what was i thinking... I should have waited there for her to knock off... =( why why why did i go late!!! i tot her bus to reach tiong bahru will be quite long... but i was wrong... =( What have i done? Damn disappointed of my judgement...
Forgive me girl...
